dyingxdays

sundays

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 14:59:51 GMT

Laundry laundry laundry laundry.....groceries groceries groceries groceries....its going to be a busy busy busy busy day ahhaha...

On the plus side...I can see again with my glasses

holy shit

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 05:44:48 GMT

I can't believe I remembered the password for this thing...it says its been 72 weeks since I've updated anything...that's a long ass fuckin time hahah...how is everyone out there in lj world? I don't even know if people still have me as friends

this goes out to all my peeps

Tue, 27 Mar 2007 01:36:40 GMT

ok well i never use this journal anymore and i hate keeping track of more than 1 thing....so i am deleting this journal.

if you wanna sill have anything to do with me....i guess myspace is the next big thing. my name on there is dan tragedy. or look for me....dan thompson.....or my email.....facing_the_day@yahoo.com either way i am done with lj. i never post anymore and i never have time to look around on everyones journals. im really sorry and for the ppl that actually read this and care, but i just dont like lj anymore. i love you all and i hope you add me.

peace out mooncrickets

.......

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 20:28:47 GMT

anyone remember me?

yup its me

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 23:05:55 GMT

man...alot of shit has been going on.

yesterday it was exactly 2 years that erica and i have been together. i got fired like 2 1/2 weeks ago for taking home a broken ashtray, my dad has cancer, i have my OWN FUCKING APARTMENT NOW!!!! i just got a better job at the ale house. im doing good there. today was my 1st day by myself and i didnt fuck up once. everyone even the managers were impressed. that made me happy.

i really dont update that much anymore. i guess when i got this thing at the age of 16....i thought it would bring me more attention and be more noticed....and now that i am 22 years old....i really just use it for when i am feeling like writing in my journal.

when i first started this thing....i was going through alot of shit. my mom kicked me out, and i really didnt know anyone in georgia because i had just moved there, so someone told me about live journal...and alot of other shit....does anyone rememeber face the jury? haha i havent been on that website in like 4 or 5 years. but yeah....i kinda like the journal thing now...even tho i dont use it alot...whenever i want i can just come here and write whatever i want...and ppl actually comment and shit. its pretty cool.

lk kids...im going back to drinking my beer and listening to old school get up kids because i can.

peace out kids

im not RACIST but its true

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 22:55:23 GMT

You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?

-You have the United Negro College Fund.

-You have Martin Luther King Day.

-You have Black History Month.

-You have Cesar Chavez Day.

-You have Yom Hashoah

-You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi

-You have the NAACP.

-You have BET.

-If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist.

-If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist.

-If we had white history month... we'd be racist.

-If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist.

-If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist.

-In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights...you would call us racist.

-Did you know that some high school students decided to make a club for only the white students because the other ethnicities had them... they all got sent to court for being racist but the african-american, Latino, and Asia clubs were not even questioned.

-You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists.

I am white.

I am proud.

But, you call me a racist.

Why is it that only whites can be racists?

Now watch, I'll be a racist for posting this

So what? no one will re post this for fear of being called racist

if you think its true re-post it saying "im not RACIST but its true"

yo,

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 17:42:08 GMT

wuddup

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 15:34:58 GMT

btw....i now have 4 holes in my lip. pictures will be posted soon

what is it that i do wrong

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 15:33:57 GMT

last night was kinda fun for. it was the 1st time i have had a night off since last sunday. at work i picked up so many shifts that i made almost $900 in 5 days. i havent even been able to hang out with erica. and that sucks alot because i miss spending countless hours with her just cuddling in my bed. i really do miss that. im sure that she is really upset with me about last night, but i am going to do anything i can to make it up to her.

other than the busy work weeks......whats up?

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 16:41:07 GMT

im going to bush gardens for the first time ever tonight. i hope i have fun. sorry i havent been checking up on you guys....having 2 jobs + no sleep + lack of a computer = no life....it kinda sucks.

and tomorrow i move into my apartment where i am finally on a lease. i cant wait.

ok well i love you guys and miss ya talk to you later

p.s.-my ears are now 3/4" and i am excited

fdsjkhfdgjhd

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 00:40:37 GMT

-$100 was stolen from me
-my house is being sold
-im in a bad mood

+i went to warped tour and i seen a good show
+i got some new shirts
+i will get laid tonight

so i guess that eqauls out...but not really cause i am broke now cause of that $100

i need a new place to live soon that is close to my job

i havent been on here in a while so whats up lj?

woooooooooohooooooooo

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 17:31:32 GMT

well its official...

i have a job!!!

i had another interview at chilis today and they said i start orrientation on saturday. i am so fucking excited. i thought i was going to end up homeless again and i dont think i could take that again. i think i would have killed myself if that happened.

im going to start off hosting and doing their carry out thing they do for a few weeks, then they are going to put me as the only thing i know how to really do....serving. i cant wait. i will make so much damn money there that i will have extra money to start saving for a car and my own apartment. i cannot fucking wait. i am so stoked. and thanks to my wonderful erica, she lent me some money so that i can pay my rent next week. i owe you one erica! you saved me once again. i just feel like an asshole for the way i treated you.

speaking of her, we are acually doing pretty good at being friends. i thought she was just going to disappear on me and leave me stranded, but we are doing pretty good.

well lj world, i am going to go shower. i stink. lol

talk to you guys later

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 15:07:16 GMT

my life is really starting to suck again. it seems like everyday that goes by, something else has to happen. first there was me losing erica, then there was me losing my job, now there is me losing my cell phone cause it got wet, and now i might be homeless in the next week or so. tell me...what else can happen to me? seriously. i dont think there is anything else that can happen to me right now besides me being sick...maybe i could die of extreme cold flu or something.

i got fired from steak and shake because my stupid ass manager left and i needed to get my credit card tips, so i wasnt going to wait for her to get back. there was only one other person that could get them for me, but he was really busy, so i did what i do everyday and i got them myself. well at 1 a.m. that morning this fag calls my pgone and says that the drawer was short $35.10 and one was over that much. well i told him that i got my credit cards because no one else would, and he starts blabering off saying that i could be fired and blah blah blah, so i hung up on him. the next day i go to work, and maryanne(the bitch that hates me) tells cassandra that there are going to be changes in the schedule, and that someone was going on vacation. well they waited all day til i was rady to go home, and they say that i am fired for taking money out of the drawer. my own fucking money...i wish i had a lawer and money, cause i would sue their asses.

so yeah, now i am without a job and a phone, i have a fever, and i cant breathe out of my nose. my week totally fucking sucks.

yo yo yo peeps listen up

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 18:41:38 GMT

ok...well i broke up with erica once again, and i feel that it was the right thing to do. as bad as that may sound...i cant help it. i love the girl to death...and i know i will always have place for her in my heart, but i honestly feel that i couldnt be the person i wanted to be with her. when we first started talking, things were great, and i give her credit, the past week she tried her hardest to become that girl that i fell in love with...but i just couldnt do it. i was scared that i would end up hurting her in the end. when we were on break i did something that i shouldnt have done, but i did it anyways, and i just feel that i would probably do it again in the future and that wouldnt be right for her. she deserves so much better, and one day she will find exactly what she is looking for. im just not it. i thought i was, but im not. i really did. i went and bought an $800 RING thinking that it was what i wanted...and now no one will give me more than a $100 for it. i should have thought everything through before i did something that would effect the rest of my life.

ok well the main point of this entry is that i am deleting everyone and anyone that really doesnt care about what i have to say or do. i have like 4574987987 friends on here, and i talk to no one. so if you really care about anything that i have to rant about, you better leave a comment to stay because i am cleaning house. i dont care if i know you pesonally and grew up with you, you better comment to be added. im not playing any games herer people. im serious. if you dont comment, you will never here of me again and i will be erased from your memory. so im just telling you how it is. you better comment. ok...comment now.

CEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

...

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 01:36:54 GMT

ive had so long to think about this, and i still have no answer to anything.

there are things in my relationship with her that i know probably wouldnt change, but there is still that love of the first time i laid my eyes on her. everyday that i woke up and she was there. she never left my side, and here i am telling her that i need a break to think about things.

the hardest thing that i am worried about, is giving this another chance and then everything going back to the way it has been for the past few months. i honestly beleive that she can do better than me. her mom thinks so as well. and i have to agree. there was an incident that happened when her and i first got together that almost tore us apart. and i will never forgive myself for that. and i dont see how she has.

i just dont know what to do. talking to her yesterday made me realize that she is so happy now. shes back to being herself...exercising, writing, drawing, doing all the things that she used to do before we got together. even her mother sees a difference. what if that means that she is doing better without me? what if she does find someone that is just like her in everyway, and decides that she would rather spend her life with someone more like her. thats the kind of things that are going through my head and thats why i cant stop thinking about what the right decision is. i wish there was something that would kick my ass and tell me what to do. i hate to see her in so much pain. i love this girl with everything in my heart and soul, but yet i think she can do better.

someone shoot me please

you know what

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 23:28:02 GMT

fuck you life. fuck you love. fuck you everything. not even an hour after telling her we need a break from each other, she fucking deletes everything on her fucking myspace about us, and all i said is that i want a break. im guessing that she wants more than that. so what if i have drank myself retarded already, the thing is that i still love her, and she has already tried to erase me from her memory. thats just fucked up

hells yeah

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 16:14:55 GMT

ok...1st off...atreyu's new cd kicks all your asses. its so fucking good. i dont know why most people dont like them. i really dont understand that at all. and the new from first to last...can suck my balls. every song sounds the same...so it makes me wanna shoot someone. i wish phil would go back in the picture for that band.

so yeah...its been quite a while since i have updated this thing huh? well dont hate cause dan now his own apartment. and not with anyone that go through his room while hes at work, i can drink here, i can be myself, and more importantly...i can have dan time.
erica and i were kinda falling apart there for a while. as you all know, i love the girl to death...but as some of you know...dan likes to be alone sometimes. and for a while...it just seemed that i was spending every second of the day with her watching tv or going to wal-mart. i am a party guy. i like to be social. very social. i have so many things that are going through my head right now, that i am so confused and i really dont know what to do anymore. but i am not going to talk about my whole life in this entry. i could probably take up your whole friends page with what i wanna tell you, but im not going to do that.

well folks, i have a room to clean and a wal-mart to hit up. it was good reading some of your journals. i wish i could sit here all day and catch up on everyones life...but i have a life of my own that needs some attention. so long for now live world. good hearing from you

hoooohaaaaa

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 16:09:16 GMT

i guess its time for a picture update. jenni said last night that she didnt even recognize me. i guess that could be a good thing....

that is the transformation since january. this is what i looked like then....

ok guys...if you love me, you will help me out<3

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 13:07:35 GMT

i tried to remember all the cds i had when they got stolen, and i think i pretty much got most of them. but i am not allowed to buy any because i have to save up all of my money to move out in january...and with me sitting at home everyday with a broken muscle in my back...im not able to work and get money. so i was just laying there in bed, and i was like.."ok, maybe some of my lj friends could help me." i really hope so...but if you cant, its ok and i will just wait like 3 years before i can get them.

ok my question is...does anyone wanna burn me some cd's? if you want, i will send you the blank cd's and $5 (only because i am very poor right now). if you guys help me out with this, i will do anything you want me to do. i misssssssss my music so much. you have no idea what my cd's meant to me. but these are the ones i need...

1)waiting for autumn
2)my hotel year
3)embraced
4)figure four
5)comeback kid...the old one
6)until the end
7)the red chord
8)all that remains
9)dashboard confession-the places you come to fear the most
10)american nightmare
11)death becomes you
12)midtown
13)shai hulud
14)stretch armstrong
15)element 101
16)the acacia strain
17)death before dishonor
18)the hope conspiracy
19)strung out
20)full blown chaos
21)the new starting line
22)aiden
23)recover
24)bayside
25)open hand
26)scars of tomorrow
27)new zao
27)spitalfield
29)autopilot off
30)the audition
31)beloved
32)old 18 visions
33)dead poetic
34)the early november-old and new
35)further seems forever-the moon is down-how to start a fire
36)plain white t's
37)a beautiful mistake
38)a perfect murder
39)killswitch engageold and new
40)love is red
41)remembering never-the new one. i have the old one i think
42)living sacrifice
43)as i you
44)motion city soundtrack-commit this to memory
45)saosin-IF ANYONE CAN FIND OUT WHERE THE HELL THIS CD IS...I WANNA KNOW!!!!! IVE BEEN LOOKING FOREVER
46)embrace the end
47)roses are red
48)the juliana theory-love-understand this is a dream
49)fear before the march of flames
50)embreace today
51)bleed the dream
52)undying
53)if hope dies-the ground is rushing up to meet us
54)a life once lost
55)bleeding through-portrait of a goddess
56)from a second story window-not one word has been admitted
57)the bled
58)bullet for my valentine-hand of blood

if you guys could help me out even with just one cd...i will love you forever and ever and i will send you a present.

if you do wanna help though, you can email me at facing_the_day@yahoo.com and i will give you the address.

thank you guys

i hate medication

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 22:43:47 GMT

in the past 3 days of working...i have threw up 2 times at work and i dont know why. i think its because of the smell...but everyone else thinks that it is the zoloft or xanax